Life is Falling Apart

THis is so bad. I can't stop thinking about it. I don't know what I'm going to do. I have to stay positive, but ti's like one of those things where life is just fucking me over.

Sean got a review in the mail. Didn't get it til yesterday and it's past due. It's to continue getting benefits; the questionaire asks how, specifically, I'm disabled. I have so much trouble getting my mail at this apartment.

In fact, I personally didn't even get a packet to fill out & turn in before the ned of January. These things always come to the both of us.

I'd never just ignore or neglect mail like that. I know without a shadow of doubt that I didn't get one.

If I lose disability I'm screwed. I'm so screwed. There's no one who can afford to take care of me and I don't hink anyone would want to ehter.

Maybe it just means I lost medicare, which means no botox treatment to reduce my headaches from the 15 days a month they preent me from moving, breathing, eating, living.

Which also means I won't be able to get my antibiotic treatment, for ttwo months, for my MARCONS.

Friday the 13th 2015 February

 Is this legit? When in doubt, ask. So I called & yup I get stuff. Sean had the day off, so that works out spiff.

 Another strangely gore day here in kc

 Secret Valentines Day surprise! Yee, can't wait to open it.

 HI, I'm a dirty dirt wad.

 Made these chokers recently.

 I got up and got kleen *!* Kleen bean

 Feels like a good day already.

 $25 gift card and scratchurrr. That prize I won *was* legit. The guy was like, no way that's ur name & tells me he got a call from his friend in Chicago he hasn't seen in ages with my same first and last name...I, of course, was all no way! He showed me the call on his phone! That happened.

 Obligatory bathroom mirrorie.

 Seany is nervzuss.

 Selfy tsrds

 Oops,i accidently sat down in front of the one that says limey. That happened.

The same guy is doin both our tattoo 's.

 His first tattoo. Omg we're getting tattoos together on Friday 13th.

 It's so Sean!

 Pretty. Aww, I mentioned i'm treatin myself this vday, cuz I don't have a valentine. And I got a hug. Yay, stranger hug!

 Master Shake & Gunther!

 P¡NK skull bowl!

 $130 slush cup oil pipes!

 Legit dorky minus o & e.

 Super weird. Woke up with Jets to Brazil in my mind. It's from Jordancolly & the Infinite Jones. Jordan is awesome dude tattoo artist.

On 8 seed planting pink door to manifest a purf new home for me. 

As long as I'm feelin good enough to, Sean is bringing the boys over for kitty play date and then I get Grim and he's taking Bon Bon. Squee ~ I get to see my Sean and have my baby Bubble Grim for Valentines Day!!

Dream Tattoo : Magic Cosmos Swirl